writing returning

today i was talking with a friend at work and something came up about writing and i suddenly had all these flash backs of my creative writing class in high school. i remember that i sucked. well, the poetry part not so much, but my short story class: i really just couldn't get it together for that. i feel like that's when my creative juices started to leak a little. i used to be so good at writing and really enjoy it too. now i just feel like i've lost all my vocabulary and grammar, what is that? i have sunk into a deep american apathy about all things artistic. but there is something inside of me that wants to write again and somehow this summer seems like a good starting point. i've been recording more of my life in hand-written journals, which i like better.

well, that's all i really had to say. one, that i really can't write well anymore. and two, that i want to get back into it.